About
Sitting on the roof talking about life,
What was meant to be and what should never have happened…
About the times you could have had instead of the ones you did..
About your strengths and your weaknesses..
About what makes me myself and what makes you yourself…
About being blind to yourself…
About the questions that should never be answered…
About the ghosts of our past…
About wanting what you lost..
About missing a friend….
About what people really think of you and what you really think about them…
About how it is never really too late for a sorry or for a second chance…
But the whole time I am lying on the roof counting the stars and thinking about you…
The Last Day
Days pass..
As nights rush on by..
hard to believe that so much time has passed since i first walked through these gates..
bags in hand.. and heart hidden away..
And now here we are walking away..
After all the things that have happened in the time span of what could only.
be called a life time in this place..
A year had passed..
We made friends..
We lost friends.
We fell in love ..
We fell out of love..
But in the end here we are..
All leaving the same way we came in..
I guess in the end order will always be restored..
Maybe the friends we lost were never meant to be.
Because if they were they wouldn't be lost..
Maybe we were never meant to be in love...
At least not with these people..
Priorities change..
And so do our lives..
We all came here fighting for the same goal..
A future..
We get sidetracked..
in the drugs..
in the drinks..
In the failed tested..
In the kiss..
In the rain..
In the smokes..
In the tears..
In the pain..
In the smiles..
But then come the falls..
That we don't know how to recover from..
These are the moments in which we had to learn to shelf our pride..
And there you were to pick me up..
We stumble.. we fall..
We make up.. we break up..
All within these four walls
Of a place we started to call home..
The late night phone calls..
The countdown to the second you can just leave..
The days you wish you can forget..
The nights you will never forget..
The tears not worth the shed..
The smile you wish you could capture..
All a blur...
Drifting into a new year..
Through the loss..
And through the gain..
We come out and realize we have changed..
Was it worth it..
We can never know..
Does it matter not that it is over..
It forever will..
Our first time living away from home..
Our first fights with no where to run to..
Our first fall in love heels over head..
Our first full on heart break..
We learnt a lot but leave with less than we started with..
The last time you can be fooled..
The last dance at the end of the night..
The last kiss..
The last fight before the end..
The last picture on the wall..
The last time you heard "our" song
All been put away into boxes that one day..
We will soon stumble upon..
Realizing that there will be more to come..
We leave now..
With a pocket full of confusion..
Hoping that one day it will clear..
Knowing that sometimes..
We can always believe that we will have each other..
But sometimes..
All we can do is say goodbye..
Who could ever know..
What next year will have in store..
This is
This is music without sound
This is a movie without the picture
This is me without you
This is how we learn to fall
This is being free
This is you and me
This is how the world needs to be
This is everything we need to see
This is what it could have been
This is the seasons changing
This is the time we spend waiting
This is the spotlight on the stage
This is the star of the show
This is everything it is
There are
There are the memories I would do anything not to forget…
There are the people whose embrace always makes you feel safe..
There are the places where you never need to be fake..
Then there come the days where you think everything will just be..
That’s when you realize…
You can make memories you never needed to know of…
You meet people whose words make your life a lie…
You will enter places where you can never really make an impression…
But now you know…
The world you had and the one you can have..
Then you find..
All you can do Is run and hide..
A sky without stars
For every tear there is a smile..
For every loss there is a gain..
For every night there is a day…
For every lie there is a truth..
For every question there is an answer…
For every me there is no you..
Ashes
I live a life..
Of empty picture frames..
Of faces without names…
Of never ending nights
Where there is nothing to find..
Other than the ashes of the picture you burnt…
Faces get lost..
In the times you can never seem to remember..
Soon you find…
The days just slipping by..
Blur
Wondering what has made us change...
From what we were to what we are...
Finding part of our lives are gone...
With the flicker of a tail light on a dark night...
Watch the car drive down the road..
Disappear into the dark without the light...
That you lost...
Walking down a road...
Hoping you will see that car again one day...
With everything that that's left...
In a half empty bag slung over your shoulder...
When you take the long walk from what you were to what you are..
In between the blur of the traffic lights..
Roll those dice
This is the game you play
Its more than a gambling addiction
Its worse than any fixation
Its a life in between the lanes
It makes sure that you are always in vain
Because when you play this game
You play for keeps
But what was on the table has fallen to your feet
So you go down the road your waking fast
Just to find another way to make this time pass
Trying to find a cure for this game of high stakes
